A lot has happened in the past two months.
there's this person, let's just call them person.
but basically he likes me.
and i like him.
and he knows i like him.
apparently we look like we're dating.
as in today and yesterday someone asked him if we were dating.
while i was sitting right there.
can we say awkward?
But we're not.
even though we kinda are at the same time.
because he knows i like him.
but he hasn't asked me out.
he told my friend he wants to take it slow.
which i like because guys have kinda screwed me over big time.
he acts like we're dating sometimes though.
he calls me sweetie/hun in texts sometimes.
idk what to think about it.
i think it's cute, but at the same time i don't know.
and he always pokes me so i get mad at him then he has to give me a hug.
which is cute.
but i like it.
because he's a lot taller than me (rarityyy!) and idk i just feel warm and happy in his arms.
but i sound like a stupid girl now.
it's all so confusing.
we were supposed to hang out last friday.
but then i had to cancel.
and then we were supposed to hang out today.
but he had to cancel.
and next friday i'm busy.
and the friday after that he's going to NY.
then the friday after that is my demetria devonne lovato day.
so idk wtf is going on.
he seriously needs to just grow a pair and ask me out.
damnit.
and i found out today that i write best in geometry.
which is kinda weird.
oh well.